; Vanessa! ♥

2011-05-26T19:12:00.001+08:00

Insecurities ruins everything.

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fantasy.

2011-05-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

i am not sure if i still have any viewers here.

but in-case.

hey people, this will be the last time i am blogging here since i already have another blog,

& i am tired, okay maybe too lazy to blog in two blogs. :P

so i decided to leave ; abandon this blog and only concentrate on the other one.

sorryy.(:

I love you, say it and i am yours.

2011-03-21T19:20:00.001+08:00

It has been ages since i post. Ok thats way too exagerate. OOPS. but yeah, Obviously my blog is dead, DUH. So i came by to revive it LOLOLOLOL.
p.s too lazyy to post on two blogs so decided to post on only one, which is the other one hahha. Nvm.

Blahblahblah.
And yes, its march alr. Sooon it will be april. This iis how time flies tsk. Hate it max. I have got nth much to post except for that my life have been really wonderful lately. Thanks to those ppl who appear in my life by accident or coincidence and stay on purpose. Heehee.

Okay, gtg. Stop here then.
Byeeee.

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behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

2011-02-12T12:31:00.001+08:00

heyy peeps. (:
wahahaha, guess i will be just posting here once a week
incase my blog went dead.
and since i am only active in p.b
WHATEVER :D
hmmm, sch this week was average-acceptable.
there's good and bad though hahaha.

it's always the same.

wooo, will be going daddy's friend hse in the evening for dinner.
CCOOOLL. buffet hahaha xP
awesomeeeee.
cant wait. xP
ok, i speechless now x(
nvm, shall go play c.v on fb.

stoping here. bYE :D

you gave me all your love, and all i gave you was goodbye.

2011-02-01T20:15:00.001+08:00

yes, i have got nothing to do so decide to post today. and also because i dont think i have got the time to post this week (; haha
ahhhhh, it's febuary alr, so fast isn't it.
and just 2 more day.
it's CNY, rmb?
$$
i shall plan out my schedule here.
tmr, eve of cny, renuion dinner with family.
and then first day of cny, renuion dinner with mum's side family.
and then go visiting.
second day of cny, visiting to my dad's friend hse.
and on the third day, hopefully i can be out with husband, tom yum, and co for hse visiting, $$
that will be my first time, and hope my parents agreeee.
shall ask them laterrr.
xP
wishwishwish.

woooo, i want talk to him lol!
gtg byeee!(:

come and take a look xP

2011-01-29T18:04:00.001+08:00

done copyingpaste :D
shall,
stop here then.
hahahaha.
next stop: p.b.

BYE ::D
today, out with mama and husband was AWESOME xD

just so you know.

2011-01-29T11:42:00.000+08:00

booooo peeps.
hahahaha, ooopsy.
i know i haven been posting here lately, MY BAD.
kinda got active in fb, twiiter and p.b instead x(
shall post here once a week then, most probably is during weekends.

wooooo, chinese new year is around the cornerrrrr :D
you guys excited?heehee
i am!
$$$$$ xD
OHOHOHOH,
i have alr bought new clothes.
coooool and niceeee manxc.
&
mama say she going to help me put makeups during chinese new year,
cant wait!!! xP
for the first time though! kekeke.
OMG, i am a noob, a girl which dk how to apply makeups xO
BUT nvm, shall learn from my mama next week hahahah!

meeting mama and, maybe husband for lunch laterr.
sakae @tpy i think.
wooooo, YUMS xP

cravings for sushi and more ^^

ok, chaooooxcz for nowwww,
BYE :D

& dear blog, sorry for abandoning you lately x(

2011-01-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY GINAA!(:

hahaha, sweet 16 teeheee.

hope you did enjoy today although. yeah. xD smile alwayssss hehe!

oh thanks to you, i get to eat sushi todayyy, yums manxc.

oh, and you better stay devoted to me k.

hahaha!

typically, preetha's class today was still as boring as ever.

everything is still the samme.

no special things happen.

no miracle whatever, but still. i am wishing, looking out. haha

you were the reason. i realised.

2011-01-16T13:16:00.003+08:00

i am not perfect. i know.

2011-01-11T19:06:00.001+08:00

i am glad that i actually smile today.

2011-01-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

hey peeps, i won be posting here much often.
it will be
BASED ON MY MOOD.
haha. but its only for now.
shall see how things go laaa.
but most probably i will be more active on my p.b instead.
MY BAD.

Tmr, will be a better dayy.

2011-01-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

sch's tmr, so not looking forward to it AGAIN.
no choiceeee >:( have to.
i feeling stress, very stress.
N level, seem and sound so difficult. correct me if i am wrong.
haha. i still haven find that particular thing that mmotivates me, NONONO.
idk what to do xxxxxxx.all i can say to myself is-JY.
ok, thats pathetic ^^ hahahaha.

2011-01-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

its fridayyy again.
i dislike fridayy. ok maybe everydayyy, for now.
schh was bad for me this week. real bad.
got so tired and saddedddd overr things.
i hate conclusions. i hate avoiding, ok i hate everything.
this week was a veryyyy negative week for meeeee. real negative.
nth can do.
shall prayy that next week will get/be better. and then the nextnext week too.
and so on ...

hahahaha.

even if i wish you know.

2011-01-05T19:15:00.002+08:00

using my phone to post. so cool :D

2010-12-31T20:49:00.003+08:00

2010-12-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

ohmo, i went to nexx 3 dayys in a row~!:D thats coooool.
mondayy, tuesday and then today xP hahaha
aiyaaa, but going there today was actually to buy lollipop.
but, i change my plan and decided to buy optimus one instead :D
althogh lollipop is really nice, the design was awesomeee but yet
when i went there todayy, the sale girl promoted the optimus one to me, i actually got a change of thinking :X
second thoughts. and it cost 358. obviously not any cheaper then lollipop.
but it has got a wifi, and jacky say it was a smart phone xP haha
luckily, my father wanted to sign a line for himself. and it will only cost 98.
a smrt deal :X
so again, decided to sign line with that phone.(:
i WILL take the phone and my father take the linee :D
great thinking right xP OH,
sorry lollipop, guess i have no fate to be with you eh :< hahahaha
still yet, i cant buy the phone. need my father to be ard.
so shall make a trip down to amk hub hello shop within this few days xD
the phone shall be mine :x hahaha LOL!

met husband todayyyy at amk after nexxx (:
walk ard, i actually get to shop with my own money xP
felt niceeeee, bought 2 shoes and a bag.
left with 20, nvm shall wait for my next payy to arrive :D
hahahaha. oh,
and thanks husband for the present, it really suit me eh.
both cuteee xD the present and mee :B hahahah!

meeting chopstick grandpa tmr, to collect the voucher (: \
HAHA. so not sure if i have got the timee to post tmr.
shall try :D

OVERALL-
today, was AWESOME.xB

2010-12-27T19:14:00.001+08:00

woke up with swollen eyes todayyy, guess i didn't slept well for the past few dayys :x
ahhh ~

bused down to nexx todayy, the new shopping centre you know. with mama.
wooo, for the second time there. i still find it big and spacious. loads and loads of shops/
AND LOAD AND LOADS OF PEEPLES. :)
everywhere i walk, only food and clothing shops were seen manxc!:D haha!
& worst still, those clothes were meant for ladies and womans instead of girls like mee xP
oh, had
subwayy for lunch today, AWESOME, then ice(mango) after that.
& good for me that i got myself a wallet from isetan todayy (: hahaha
the wallet was niceeeee ;x heehee
pass by a phone shop, and decided that lollipop was myy next target.^^
I WANT TO HAVE THAT. it just attracted me xP hehe!
hopefully i will get it asap. i really want a phone that belongs to me :>
but afterall, i still need to go along with the deal myy parents made up.
(typical ;( )
tsktsk, saded!
i shall just go along with the deal to get lollipop xP
haha. all the wayy vanessa.(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPLES (:

2010-12-25T20:00:00.001+08:00

2010-12-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

i am starting to LOVEEE myy job(: hahaha.

2010-12-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

BOOOO, haha (:
LOL!
finally, i get to like revive my blog today xP hehe
have been working everydayyyy, ><
tired woooo.
ahh, today's outing cancelled :< tskk
due to the amount of peeps not going.
nvm, it will be postpone :D haha
cant wait then. ^^
heehee, so we will just be meeting for dinner laterrrr :D
alpha's dinner, that will be fun? though only 5 ppl confirm turning up.:>
stupid still pending, hohoho. hopefully can make it (: haha
tskkkkk, everybody was so excited for today's outing de lo.
in the end, aiyaaaaaa nvm x) hehe.
THERE WILL BE NEXT TIMEEEEEE!
haha, shall go and watch my drama le, woooo

BYE ((:

2010-12-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

wooo, have been occupying myself with drama lately.
no time to post xP hahaha
but finally, the show is coming to the last episode.
but guess i have to wait for days, working tmr&tmr.
tskkkk. no time for drama :< ayeeeeeee!
nvm, shall wait keke :>
stopppping hereeee.

:D
ahhh, i want learn korean language and thats final. xP

elated.

2010-12-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

I AM SO ACTIVE IN EVERYTHING.
blogs, fb or twitter. wooooo~^^
i like.
x)
OH, ok i dont really havee anything to post today.
\all craps maybe.
but i have good news for myself.
i am using the computer, indeed its working :D
i need to borrow pathetically alr xP gooodie.
ohohohohoh
AND i think I AM REALLY ANNOYING x( hahahahaha
nvm, got comp le then i won annoy ppl liao.
maybe only some unlucky ppl will get ANNOYED by me. p.s :B
oooh i shall go and apply me medicine again. the itch is starting.
tsktsk. okokokok.
BYE (:

2010-12-01T13:28:00.001+08:00

I LOVE BEING ANNOYING xP
woooo, i am off today, no work, no dates. tsktsk.
i am going bored AGAIN.
stpid noodle, i am going to spam him laterrr hahaha, coooool (:
hoooooo , later a repairman will comee and fixed the com haha
hopefully the internet works after that.
then i need not borrow from my selfish brot and cousin le xP heehee\ok, maybe they are not really selfish.
but still, i think they are.
lives is perfect nowww :D wooo
i am so loving it ~~~ xP
shall go do my own thingy le, keke :>

BYE ^^

2010-11-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOPOOOO :D
BOOOOOOHOOOO :D
I am so ANNOYING (x
ilike.

wooo i have been loving my life since yesterday xP hehe
DUH, but of cos still bored luh.
NOT that bad after msging noodle, stupid and biscuit. (:
did kill somee of my boredom ^^ hahaha
ayeaye, noodle and biscuit-both are MEAN. yes. ;P
and stupid, can take hours to reply, tsktsk . must be VERY busy :p
& hours as in more then 8 hours.
hahahaha. patience is virtue(learned from grandpa)
shall wait xP HEEHEE :>

ok, maybe it was me trying to ANNOY them :D
but instead they dun find me annoying. cool. i like :D
shall go annoy them again laterrrrr ^^ HOHOHO!
I
shall go active elsewhere. x>
but,
waitwaitwait, one moree thing. not to forget!
today was my first day of training for my job
, i am not jobless anymore xP
hahahaha. oooh was tiring but acceptable though.
workers there were friendly, wooo.
they teach me whatever i need to know. (:
but yeah, i need wake up freaking early man! nvm
i shall adapt ^^ heehee.

okok, really got to stop here... bye :D
I AM SOOO ANNOYING ^^

2010-11-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

woo, woke up at 6 today. indeeed early right?!
must be thinking why do i still need to wake up early even if it's holiday right.
hmmm i went for job iinterview today at burger king, LOL!xP
oooh, first working there was just to kill my boredom alright.
ppl have been saying that i am active in fb and blogg LOL.
likee duh, of cos! BECAUSE I AM BOREDDD hahaha.
ok, back to interview, hmmm it did went welll (:
what i expected heehee.
wooo the manager say that i am adorable LOL :D indeeed.
btw, the manager is a female, fyi. haha/
now i havee a job, and i have to wake up early woooo ~ tsktsk. nvm ^^

oooh, gtg and seee my fb le heehee, stop here. bye :D

2010-11-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

hey PEEPs, sorry to repeat the same thing again.
still I AM BORED haha.
woooo like finally, nooooooo~
hahahahaha.
o.o zzzzzz.
currently at my mama's mama hse, ok that make her my wai por xP
hahahaha p,s for confusing. hehe
wooooo and guess what.
indeed the medicine didn't work for those bites ><
its still the same.
RED DOTSSSZXC ahhhhhhh~
was msging noodle, yp and gonggong just now, yet.still cant kill boredom tsktsk.
aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.

oo, i will be having interview tmr, hmmm should i really go?
idk eh, scared i cnt rest and use com haha.
tsktsk. fb, blogging, chatchatchat. hahahaha.
ooh shall see how first hehehe xP

shall go update else where. BYE :D

welcome.

2010-11-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

ok, i am boreddddd again.
tskkkkkk bored of staying bored manx!
hahahahaha.
blogging, fb, blogging, fb. ahhhh.
going nutssss.
anybody, just date, spam, call, or text me!? ahhhhhhhhh
grrrrr

i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored. i am so bored.i am so bored.

2010-11-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

i love debating.

oooh, those sandflies bites are still as itchy as ever.
hope it won leave any scars LOL.
i am bored again.
tskkkkkkk. shitz.
KILL BOREDOM AHHHHHHH~~ hehehehe.
ok i am not crazy alright, just venting out whatever that is inside me.

wonder if your laughters are real?
or was the laughter meant to cover up your frowning?
for me, sometimes it may be real but it isn't always real.
for me, laughing just makes me feel better even if i am really not ok.
what abt you?

or maybe crys?
crying does not help you solve matter, but it may help you feel better, agree?
i agree with this.
crying may not be the only solution but to somone like me, crying out is always the best.
be it sad things or happy things,
crying is just a way to express whatever you feel. agree to max.
you?

ahhhhhh,

2010-11-23T18:48:00.001+08:00

ok, i know i have been repeating umpteen times alright.
but I AM REALLY BORED.
i have try keeping myself busy with things.
watch drama, fb-ing or even sms-ing.
but I AM STILL BORED.
thanks to STC who kept me not bored for 3 days. (:
but now, no more camp. ;<
i miss the camp, i miss my group-ALPHA. i miss the times.
everything.
if somethings could keep me from not thinking or being bored. tell me.
cause i want to know :c hahahaha

2010-11-22T13:32:00.001+08:00

WOOOOO
just came back from camp, hahaha.
it was awesomeeeee :>
STc' 2010 was funn
thanks to my group^^
i met noodle, biscuit 1&2, handkerchief, shafiqah, yi jing, amy, shi an, stupid, guang wei, jing jie and wei xiang. hahaha hopefully never miss out any name, this PPL were in my grouppp heheh ^^
i didn't expect it to be sooo funn! hahahaha
I LIKE.
oooh..
thx to stupid then, nice quarreling hehe.^^

ooh hopefully there will be a gathering for alpha too xP hehehe.
wooo time passes real fast during the 3 days 2 night camp.
1 min ago, i was packing for the camp, and the next min, i am back from camp! hahahaha
wthx, fastfast manxc! tsktsk.
indeed i have grown muscles x: hehehe
and thx to those sandflys, my hands, legs and body are fill with bites...
grrrrrr, itchy man! gagaga
its spreading tooooo ahhhhh ~~ hahahaha.

ok then stoppp here, go update my p.b woooo**
BYE. ahhhhhahahaa

2010-11-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

currently at husband house LOL!^^
woooooo workshop today was B.O.R.E.D :<
met irfan, ch and hend. i was the earliest, ALWAYS hehe.
husband, dylan, him and viknes came to meet us at dover. all of us did not reach on time LOL!
during the workshop-
i did fall alseep, like come on, i only have four hour plus of sleep yesterday LOL! ahhhh.
lucky i have no panda eyes xP hohohoho
workshop>lectures> still lectures>end.
oyeeah! and there was one guy who look totally like megamind,
except that he wore spects and he is not blue xP
hahahaha excluding those lectures, today was still acceptable^^
after that, mrt down to j.e for mac, husband then rmb that the mac there has closed down.
soo we decided to walk to IMM instead. buy le,
then bused to husband hse hehe!^^
was hungry manzxc! but now, I AM FULL. bloated hehe.

ahhhh its raining. zzz. i shall go watch tv and then homed.
stop here thennnn ^^ bye!

ch-cheehao
J.e-jurong east
LOL!

repeat cycle.

2010-11-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

i am posting again LOL using my brothers's laptop.
wooo wish i had one, hahahaha.
holidays have been boring.
B>O>R>E>D.
everyday, living thru the same old thing, again and again.
aye, WTH. not going to FML but ahhhhh, there is nobody to play in the hse.
sist having tution, brother went out for soccer.
the whole hse is just filled with me, my grandma, aloysius and a maid.
LOL pathetic isn't it?

should i be looking forward to STC or what?
no because i have to obey all the rules there, clipping up my fringe. not having the same group as my husband/
yes because finally i dont have to stay at home anymore, loads of activities are waitting for me and making new friends(if possible). OHMIGODDDDDDD.
CLUELESS.

i wish i could stay longer.

2010-11-11T14:38:00.001+08:00

ahhhhh, going home today.
SIAN. sleepover don't last forever... like DUH hahahaha LOL.
feel like staying longer but then, yeah typical parents dont let ><
grrr tsktsk. nvm shall be contented hehehehe. :)
wooooo first sleepover was fantastic :D
keke :> oooh looking forward to the second time. hopefully.

thanks husband for the sleepover then xP heehee

2010-11-10T20:51:00.001+08:00

woooooooooo currently at ginaaaaa house now hehehe, oohh yes SLEEPOVER:)

hahahahaha! my first time, can you believe. how noob can i be xPxP hahahaha!

i am feeling happpy today LOL!

BUT

aye, tmr not working le. tsktsk.

i want earn money manzz!! $$$$

ahhhhhh~

hopefully i can find a job sooooonnn^^

pleaseplease :< hehehe i prayyyyy xP heehee

ooooooo!!!! $$ hohohoho

& btw, ginaaaaaaaa is crazy haha LOL!!!!!

: eh stupid husband, didn't see what i was typing when i am just beside you hahahaha!
and you also admit you are stupid hehe.
msn thingy hahahaha! ooooh :)

awwwwww xP hahahaha

habit

2010-11-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

ahhhh, i regret not going SH, and now
, my holidays are going to be superbbbb boringgggg! dangs/:\
I WANT TO GO. >;
gagagagagagagaga.

hey, i am not perfect.
i agree with that just today.
HAHAHAHAHAHA< stupid.

2010-08-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

i made up a lie, and i wish to continue lie-ing.

i will bear all the consequences myself, i will.

2010-08-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

booooooooootssssssszzzz;
HAHAHAHAH. pass.pass.pass. heehee.

i am bored. dungs.

optimistic(:

2010-08-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

heyhey peeps, frooommmmmzx haha./^^
wow, when was the last post i posted? hmmmm cant rmb hehe.
nvm, shall talk abt today, hoho!
same old routine- wake up, went for tution, came home, went out for dinner, came back, bath and now.
sitting infront of the comp blogging hahahah.
nice routine right :D hehe.
hmmm yeahyeah first, got to thank js for lending me his phone, gina tooo^^
i so love the button luh hahahha. typetypetype.. heehee
pluesplus, o.o yeah, secondly,
i fall in love with the word optimistic yesterday hahahahaha!
i am so loving that word ok, hees!^^
must thanks qx for introducing new words to me, xP
kekekeke:>
&&&&&&&

ugh maths test tmr, shit.
ok, dead meat.
i haven even revise wthz!!!!!!><
pleaseplease, will it be too late if i pray to god now? haha.
i still got to depend on myself right.
gagagagag i shall stop here then.

just in case, i shall pray first hahahaha.
ok bye:D

2010-08-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

i am sick, ok finally.
didn't attend school today, bored.
spend the whole morning sleeping haha!
i am still tired, woohoo hahaha LOL
guess i am going back to sleep later hehe.
soon becoming a pig, thats for sure.

sure miss school today, nth to do at home.
going to miss my campcraft test today, shit.
hope there would be a retest for me!
plus, i have got mc haha.^^

but i admit that school is better luh, falling sick suck man.
and the medicine taste horrible, bitter alright>< eeeee!
ohmg, i was swallowing it and it got stuck in my throat.
great........................
bitter, guess a have to control for two more days wthz!
ugh, cant go out tmr, i am not allowed. greatgreatgreat._.
LOL! stoping here then,
nth much to post today haha.
going back to sleep again haha!

BYE!(:

2010-08-10T15:34:00.003+08:00

when you frown, 44 muscles are @ work,
but when you smile, 27 muscles are slacking.

- if this really make sense.

phew.

2010-08-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

heyhey,
I AM TIRED,
ok finally, vanessa is saying she is tired alright,
she is always energetic but however, NOT TODAY.
ugh.didn't really sleep well for the past few days><
got to really sleep early tonight, ugh tml need to report early in school, dung!
;( tired tired tired ;/
i shall stop here then, today-just a short post xP haha

bye(: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-07-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

hey peeps,
just passing by so i my as well post smt correct?
HAHA!
hmmm o.o yeah, today was mmt last day here in singapre, ok
it's not like he's not coming back luh haha!(ooppsy)
woke up early today, 8 plus.
went to meet dylan, gina and co
\and after that off to send mmt(:
he must be hourned that so many peeps came to send him off luh, haha!
i am going back to india too, anybody sending me?^^ hahah LOL!
okies, back to story-
didn't get to see him off really, but maybe that was alright cos i cant really control my tears that well so
should i say that i am lucky that i didn't see him in?
HAHAHAHHAH!
and i got to see love scene on live!
coolscoolz!^^ thats was awesome!:D
wow wow wow!
hahahaha. blah.blah.blah.
mac after that.( ooooo boy was i hungry, starving.)
heees went to take id photos, p.s luh!
ok trust me, real live faces are even better then photos luh!
the id photo really spoil my image ok! hahahah bhb-ing.xP

okiesokiesokies. i got to stop here now, dinner time^^
BYE!xP

happy.

2010-07-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

heyhey,
back to post again^^ hahah
p.s lately too busy le, no time to post, hehe!
shall post a short one today haha!
school today was fun, ok, maybe still ok luh.
as per normal.... blah blah blah.
kfc after school with my 3 babes, haha!
the usual 3xP
we were having fun chatting:D
woohoots coolscoolz!
cant believe we actually took (.. putput) as a conversation to talk.
nice to talk though and we get to know some girls secret.
hahahah putput->^.^
guess only you 3 know what am i saying eh, haha
so coincidence for me to see b at central, bused home with him.
hehe! need not take bus alone today.
o.o yeah, and p.s-tmr then i return your $2 yeah,
i totally forget abt it till you called xP hahah p.s p.s/^^
hees! okies then, stop here LOL!

byebye(:
-ok this post very 'short' right HAHAHA.

typical.

2010-07-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

i don't feel like posting at non-private today.

bye.

dungs.

2010-07-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

you always destroy my smiles.

love isn't about cruelty but trust.

2010-07-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

booms!- was my favourite word for the past few days^^
HAHAHAHAHA!

-woohoo!
today was nice, hees!
went up to the stage for the quiz today,
hell man was i dam freaking nervous,
ok indeed i am nervous!
first, i actually answer racial harmony was on the 14teen feb when it's on the 21 july,
ugh>< secondly, i even forget to take my trouphy,
o.o boy was that stupid or what?!
guess i will be famous for that eh^^
hahahaha, ppl rememeber me as 14teen feb:D
maybe i should feel proud, no idea hahah!
woooo~
second class drill test today was tiring man!
ugh, did rememeber some of the commands but then ugh i am still nervous,
and i seriously cant be serious at times,
i was laughing mostly but i got a feeling that i will pass!!!!!!xP

-stop here then, somebody dun respect my privacy LOL bye.

being the happiest aren't always the happiest.

2010-07-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

another day of school,
i was really pissed by ___.
ugh, the minute i step in the class,
everything she does just pissed me off;/ no reason why.
just feel like shouting out at the point or time.
ugh! but end up kicking the walls and basket at the toilet after lessons instead.
did feel much better though^^
hehe!HAHAHAH! stupid though.
sorry those walls and bin i have kick ok?xP haha
woohoots!
but other then that, life is getting much more better in school
putting on a mask to school everyday isn't in my thoughts
plus i am looking at the brighter side now^^
of cos, to the previous sentences up there, i am not looking at the brighter side
but now i am^^ up there is the past le xP hahahah!

COME ON,
a person need time to change right:D
hahahah!
time time time.

either you see me shining, or you don't see me at all.

2010-07-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

just finish posting at private's.
hmmm guess i will just stick to my current feeling then.
i dun mind hiding my feeling nor keeping it in the dark
but bearing the consequences suck.
nothing seems perfect now, not even me.
i am not smiling as what i use to be nor am i happy.
seems that everything it's just troubling me and i have no way to solve it.
trouble. trouble. trouble.
trouble in love, and even myself is troubling myself. ugh ;/

i need someone whom i can talk to, someone whom i can pour my feelings out to,
someone that will be there for me when i am feeling down &
someone who really understand me...

if things will just so simple, will ppl still have troubles?

-once apon a time, a guy met a girl.
they fall in love with each other and live happily ever after.
HAHAHA. it won be that simple.

2010-07-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

movie with peiyi,gigi, jhonson brian and co today^^
eclipse was nice^(: i like xP
HAHAHA though i didn't watch twillight part 1 and 2. hmm
cant wait to catch up with those parts then^^
hees! but unfortunately, gina didn't come today-hpmh '^'
she owe me one day then:D hahaha
blahblahblah.........(lazy type in details)xP
woohoots! went to find zakiah and shafiqah to finish my project after that,
then went library to look for anjali and co(: nicenice!
then-homed^^
school tomorrow woots!
hahaaha, have to bring tat board to school>< (project)
kiasu eh^^ hahahah LOL
ok i am rushing for time now ugh.
stop here then bye:D
& todays overall, wonderful(:

2010-06-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

HIHIHI gigi!
this post is post because of you okies!:D
hahahahah but dun mind alright, craps>< hees

woooohooootzzz! school reopen today,
it was superrbbbbb!
i pay attention in class today, wasn't using my phone in class and wasn't talking too^^
viknes actually thinks that i am weird because of not talking much today xP
hahahah! nicenice.
a brand new term, is a brand new start for me.
coolzcoolz(:
but of cos the spot check today wasn't really coooolz, had to clip my fringe again;/
hees! but i still look good(bhb)xP hahahah!
heyhey! dun mind me bhb-ing ok, it's not like the first time you know vanessa rightzzz?!:D hees!
haiya! once in a day, bhb-ing is acceptable luh(:
and can boost my self esteem, not that bad afterall :P
acc gina to buy her disc~ HAHAHAHA!(xP)
kfc after that-yumyum^^.......
train-ed down to bishan for jhonson presents^^ belated ones actually, haha!
decided to take 410bus just downstairs gigi's house!
gigi_>thanks for waiting for my bus with me yeah:D
hahaha! and homed.
todays overall, good day^^ hahahaha
okies stoping here then. bye!:D

2010-06-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

i am willing to let go and i am willing to accept,

accept the fact that you aren't mine

and letting go of what that will never be mine(:

2010-06-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

to let go isn't to forget.

not to think about, or to ignore.

it doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealous, or regret.

letting go isn't winning or losing.

it's not about pride, and it isn't about obsessing or dwelling on the past.

it's not giving in or giving up.

letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat.

to let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome them and move on.

letting go is accepting.

letting go is having courage to accept change and have the strength to keep moving.

letting go is growing up.

2010-06-06T14:21:00.001+08:00

ok, it has been days since i last post smt hahahha
woooohoooo, guess it was due to the brunei trip and my lazyness in posting^^ hahaha
just to post a short one incase blog went deaD again(: heee.

shall go and do my own stuff le bah(: bye!

2010-05-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

as what i expect, exam results are out.
bad bad bad is the word to recogconise the marks.
>< ugh i only pass 3 and fail the rest
guess i didn't really study for it bah
nvm there is still eoy, i shall study hard
and have the freedom of everything if i really did well for eoy!

fear no more vanesssaaaaaaaa:D hees!
at least maths is only you the one who pass in your class
not that bad huh although it's just pass.
maybe you will oso pass combine sci who knows(:
jy for eoy yeah^^
heehees!

2010-05-13T16:53:00.000+08:00

guess poa paper was very terribly done by me today.
i lost 42 marks thanks to myself.
the paper was hard too uh>"
and maths paper 1 was another thing that make me upset today.
not enough time given uh.
TOOT*
guess chinese paper 2 tomorrow is oso gonna be a failure o!
GONE CASE!
vanessa time for you to be serious.
HAHAHHA! LOL!
i seriously need to study le luh.
dun really wanna disappoint my parents uh
:<

positively

2010-05-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

i am pepared for the worse(:
i shall stay at home for the whole june holiday if the results aren't to my parents expectation.
not that bad after all, burying myself with book, maybe after june holiday, i become smarter:D hahahaha!
who knows(:
keke:>

-i shall work hard for eoy since now i am not even studying hard.
what my father say yesterday night seriously encourage me alot, of cos my tears aren't wasted.
i was touch by what he do and i seriously got to do the same thing back to him by working hard as well,
once in a lifetime, we have only one parents, we will never know what our next life will be nor will we remember what we use to be the previous life. or maybe each of us have only got one life. i now finally understand why should we study, not for our parents but our future.(: hahhahaa and i serious hope that i will kai qiao soon which me and my parents are still hope-ing for that day to come. hahaha

2010-05-10T15:37:00.000+08:00

maths paper 2 was still acceptable.
manage to finish the paper on time(: keke
but of cos, there are still some question left undone.
i serioulsly crack me head doing those question.
ugh! i totally lost 20 marks for those question undone and those which i anyhow do.
1/3 of the marks gone-.-
MYE- i seriously envy ppl who are working hard,
when me myself still feel so relax-'-
i rather me being stress then being so relax-.-
but still thanks gina for those advices she gave me.
although i cant really have that determination but a least got a bit of it.
nvm, i intend to stay home for the june holidays, i have alr prepared for the worse.
and i am sorry to dissappoint someone then.
haha.

2010-05-09T17:59:00.000+08:00

ok, maths paper 2 tomorrow>< ugh!
and i haven even study a single thing on maths.
toot* HAHAHAH! but luckily i have got gina here^^
hehe, she is gonna help me pull my marks up:D hahaha
by teaching me^^ hahaha. gina actually can teach eh. GGAGAGAGxP
she got the potential to be a teacher in future?! i suppose:D
gonna stay back to study tomorrow!! geo, another paper that i find it difficult to pass,
grrrr, i wonder when i can become hardworking uh?! hahahha
i dun even have the determination and seriously dunno what am i thinking nowofdays><
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
vanessa and her laziness in studying-.-

2010-05-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

npcc day was today.
reach sku early today, chnge to full-u and then waited for peiyi, gigi, gina and sean.
gina and sean was late but then manage to change on time(: hahaha
stupid thing was we were standing infront of the whole sku and i was standing in the first row. p.s was my reaction! hahaha but good thing was, my 3 besties were oso standing with me, so QIAO! hahaha. BUt is nice^^ skip skip skip...................... back in class:D
was having chinese paper one and ss today>< ugh!
talking bout chinese,
the chinese compo was giving me headache.
i immediately feel like sleeping after looking at the paper given.
but before that,
i spent minssss gazing through the topics given, day dreaming, looking around the class,
and saw jc has alr wriiten so much on his paper. wth! his chinese was good luh!
hahaha, yeah. and indeed i did slept after that, but for just the 5 min and guesss what,
mr chong's very loud voice woke me up><
i was brainstorming until, the last half an hour.
good thing was, i manage to write half a page-or maybe less xP
bad thing was, half of the half was actually written in hanyupingying.
and some of them will just craps! ugh! HAHHAHAH! stupid ass;P
hmm, guesss my chinese is seriously lousy especially compo's!!!!!!-.-
ss was another failure>< didn't really finish the whole paper.
and i didn't really rememeber what i studied last niight!
50% of the chance- holiday gone!-'-
nvm, i shall camp at home and think positive-ly if thats gonna happen.
it's only camping at home for like the whole june hoildays, not that bad o?!
and ban from using com and tvs and ugh- phone! toot* maybe it isn't that bad?!!
if they could oso ban me from studying too^^ HAHAHAH! LOLLOLLOLLOLLOL!!!!!!!!
i shall still think positively. come on, i still got a brunei trip:D HAHAHAHAHAHAh!
and npcc course. hehehehe! i still can see my fwenxP GAGAGAGAGAGA:D :D :D
maybe if i camp at home, that would be the perfect time for me to bury myself with
books books books books books books @.@ hahahaha. LOL!
done lame-ing. lol. before that.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!:D
hey hey, my toilet bowl is one year older le wor(:
that means i have to go and buy a bigger plunger
for him le! hahahaha!
you are upgraded!(:
rememebr hor, the contract we sign. yeah!
hahahah! and it's nice giving you birthday bash today:D
hey, you should be hounured eh, i shou xia liu qing(chinese hanyupingying) eh,
hahahah. or else you will see bruises tomorrow:D hehehe.
and good for you that you have fwens like us hor(: HAHAHHA.
anyway, you have to enjoy yourself k, once a year!
and uh, stop giving serious face luh, you know we
cant give then you still give, what is this!!? hahahaha.
hope you find another toilet bowl soon k:D best wishes(: heehee^^

2010-04-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

hey guys(: hahaha

haven been updating my blog since one week?

hahahah!

didn't really have the time to post and nth much to post bout o^^

hahahaha! just to make sure my blog is not dead eh:D hahaha

your still have to tagged me k! hhahaha.

meeting gina, sean and wel? and maybe jh tomorrow to study xP

hoho! exams is around the corner! heehee.

one more week or even lesser!

sharks!!!!:D hhahahaha

i seriously dun have much confident in this coming m.y.e uh!

ugh! gone gone gone!

hahahaha.

nvm, in fact, idrm? hehe.

shall stop posting here then^^ heehee.

bye!

2010-04-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

heyhey readers(:

hii peoples!:D

HAHAHHA!

ok lol!

hoho. haven been posting in this blog for longs.

(one week is long for me)xP

heehee!

just came back from sku,

wooo~i am going to brunei by the end of may(:

HAHAHHA!

hmmm, at least if i fail my mid year, i still can have fun

at least for that four days(: hahaha!

cant really wait,

but the thing is: ugh! i have got stage fright!

after that trip, have to do a project and show to the whole sku,

is like wth uh!
i won pee on my pants of cos,-.- hahaha.

hmmm, vanessa is daring but not to stand infront of the whole sku.

pray hard that i won be the one standing on the stage and talk, hahahxP

and guess wat, i am the only chinese girl.

*toot!

hahahaha, nvm. still got toilet bowl going^^ hahahah

i guess that four days in brunei will be fun ho!:D hahahaa

gonna enjoy^^

ding ding din~ LOL!

dong dong dong~ LOL!

i got nth to post le uh.

nvm ,i go do other things le(:

hahahaha

bye!

2010-04-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ hi guys^^

just woke not long agoXP

hahaha! hmmm, was dam tired yesterday.

i can just lie on my bed and then doze off to sleep le:D hahaha

LOL! hohho! i am still in my happy mood. GAGGAGA!

remember, vanessa intend to smile for ppl.

and the happy thing is that i was myself last night!

really myself! HAHAHA!

nah, dun intend to post everything out bout last night.

it's very long if i post. hahaha. but then is all happy things(:

heehee^^

hmmm but glad that

i wasn't that p.s anymore, thats wat he sayXP

hmmm, but true enough. but maybe still got a little bit p.s lo): hahaha

but vanessa is not like that de ok!

vanessa is so daring de lo!:D hahahaha!

cause i did talk to him, although still look elsewhere when i talk but then that was counted as talking rite?xP hahaha!

I AM SMART(: (bhb) i admit^^

hohohoh! but

seriously, being shy isn't me.

just because i am scared of that particular thingy
that will occurs on me.

i wasn't myself.

wth!

vanessa is useless!!!!!!!

hahahah!

but thenh nvm!

i dun care le. looks, personality or anything.

i just be myself can le luh!

i feel so nice being myself(: hohoh

he dun like then dun like lo.

cause i didn't really expect anything.

me myself liking is alr enough. hahaha!

idm.

hahahah,

geee, going npap later.

hooo~ from afternoon till night.

gonna be a tiring one! gagagag!

HOHO!

gonna stop posting here then^^

dangs!

HAHAHAHA! LOL!

okayyss!!

BYE(: ^^ :D :) xP ~

confessions~~

2010-04-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

hellos PEEP(: hahah.
i am back to post again. maybe just posting a short one.
HAHAHA! currently in babe's house posting^^ hohho
hmmm, sku ended early today because of tonight speech day.
hmm, got to go back sku later. ugh! march march march! so p.s!
vanessa! you got to be daring to march ok! hahahaha.
there's gonna be so many ppl watching eh! GAGGAGAG!
i am so brave correct:D hahahah!
hmmm, vanessa is useless in everything! blah blah blah!
guess i have to stop here then(: hahaha.
nth to post le. hohoh.
okays^^ bye!!

2010-04-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

heyhey! peeps!
vanessa is back to post again:D hahahah!
i won be postiing often, exams are coming and i seriously got to work hard!
haven even touch a single book! ugh!
pray that i will pass everything ok! ugh! typical parents expectations.
hahahah, if i am not gonna meet up to my parents expectations,
my holiday are so OVER!
vanessa! you seriously got to work hard ok!(:
hahah! hmmm, nvm.
hohoh. currently talking to b on msn now. he and his craps again^^ hahaha
and also msging wel and sean at the sametime. hahaha.(:
babe is not online. hmmmm, i still owe her some advice! hahahah^^
she seriously need some of ms vanessa's advice ehXP hahahaha
o.o yeah, promotion day was yesterday and i got promoted and the shock thing is i am the oic
which i had never come across me being one before. ugh><
went for dinner after that with gina, gigi, py, shanneen, mei qi, jackson, daniel, demi, jinwang and benny.
was eating half way and he called me and sang. wth:D hahahaha
didn't really know how to react at first. hahahaa.
but then still thanks!!!!!!!! he really make my day(: hahahahah.

hmmm and i dreamt of him last night again. the 3rd time it is.

hahahah! but it wasn't a bad dream, candy dreams i meant:D ahahahah!
okayssss. gonna eat my lunch soooonnnnnn^^
HAHAHHAha! bye!(:

2010-04-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

hi PEEPSSSsssss!

hohohoho!

came back home right after sku today.

phew! today is really a tiring day. and i am sick, that make the day feel more>< hahahah!

fever, running nose, sore throat! ugh! nvm. i still in the mood^^ hahaha

let talk bout today then....

hmmm, sku starts at 8.30 today.

was actually meeting at 7 but then babe was late.

but it's ok!:D hahahah!

at least that did not make me run eh^^

HAHHAHA! was having poa today and teacher say that i am a cheerful girl.

that brighten up my day(: recess,

and as usual- he said hi again:D

kinda like it when he say hi but then ugh! thanks to my shyness.

wth! i have no idea when i am gonna stop being shy!

cos whenever i feel shy, i tend to regret after that!

seriously hate myself for being like that!

hmmm, but then babe did give me advice after sku(:

i think i will have to treasure it more!

UGH! i have to try not to be shy.

jy! hahaha!

but then i am still happy!:D

happy because he dun mind, happy because he still continue saying hi(:

ok, i am crazy! ugh@ ahahah!^^

gonna do my things now.

but before that.

THANKS BABE! for those advice and stuffs(;

and remember. he is a nice guy:D hahahah!

got potential!^^ HOHOH!\
and sorry for not telling you wat happen to me just now k?): hahah!

but i won let your advice go down the drain k?(:

hmmm, i try not being that shy?xP a little bit shy still can rite?:P hahahah!

okays. stop here then.

BYE!^^

2010-04-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

boots PeeP!
mum was kind today to let me use com for 1h30min(:
hahaha. actually didn't really ask for too much, just wanted to post today.
no idea why. hmmm,
i found out smt today. ugh! trying to pretend that i dunno when i have alr know!
but isit true? hmmm...............................
ugh! ANd smt else too, he is following me on twitter.
just pray that he did not see wat i wrote on twitter for the past few days><
hahahaha. hmmm,
sku was typical today(: hahahaha
but then special for someone^^ HAHAHH!
recess was nice(: hahaha. hmmm,
went library to do ve projects after sku.
jh and wel came in after that.
joke bout jc, hahahah! yesterday was funnier. hahahah!
but it is really funny of them joking bout jc. his face and all those.
done with projects, headed to the canteen. babe waiting for me^^ hahaha
hmmm, saw somebody that really bring me back to the mood that i was having last wed.
ugh, i hate that feeling, seriously.
although i know that there is nth going on between them but then still ugh!!!>< vanessa, you are useless huh.
nvm. waited for babe to do fininsh her drawing. he said bye to me when i was going home again:D hahaha!
hmmm, did feel happy. but then i tend to fall deeper for him each day. ugh>< will it be another 2 year crush again. hmmm, i am really feeling ugh now! hahaha.
current mood: down): babe knows why. hahaha,
hahahah! mass cca tomorrow! marching for speech day xP hahaha. dam p.s! hahah
stop posting here then :D hahah!
bye(:

2010-04-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

hiii peeps! vanessa is back for posting again.
she got loadss of things on her mind now.
need to post some out here:D hehee
dun mind o(: hahahaha
hmmm, i agree that i am a cheerful gal myself^^ hahahaha
hmmm, dun mind eh. vanessa is back to her thick skin mood le.
hahahah!
hmmm, lets talk bout yesterday.
yesterday, was the best day of my life,
serious(:
part of it is because of him^^ and oso dun forget, 3 of my besties^^
thanks to them! hohoho.
yesterday was real fun.
although we did not watch movie but then still enjoy(:
hmm, firstly him^^
he said hi to me loads of times and i cant seem to forget.
omg! vanessa you are so dead luh!
hmmm, remember wat jc say.
that was just manner luh.
hmm, but then he did say bye to me loads times too luh.
and i tend to remember the last one the most when he call my name and said bye(:
that make me stay up till so late. just cant fall asleep! hahaha.
hmmm, secondly: 3 of my besties:D
it has been so long when we 4 went out together!!!!!!!! hahaha
we make a deal to go out together during holidays rite babes!? hahaha
i will study hard. you guys just make sure you guys are free ok!!!!! ahahahhaha
hmmm, must really thanks whoever who ask four of us out eh^^ hehehe.
so fast, weekends over le. hahaha, sku starts tomorrow(: hohohoh!
i am still excited bout sku(: hohohho,
hmmm, i am speechless now:D hehehe
hohoho, yeah. currently talking to my babe and brian on msn. sametime msging wel(:
hahahah. hmmm, brian is weird^^ hahahaha. speechless again.
o.o going offline soon(: hohohoh, but i will finish posting first,. hehehe

something has been in my mind for a while, but not sure how to speak up. but still thx, gina.
the one who always give me advice and jh tooo(L thankS! hahahaha! ugh!
i will say it here then: is him pm somehow link to mine?):
somehow i hope it was. isit me and my wishful thinking again? nvm.
stop here then(:
bye! and i still agree i am cheerful xP vanessa is too thickskin :P

2010-04-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

heyhey!hIII! hahah!
haven been posting since..
hmmm, 4 DAYS!!:D hahahah! you guys miss me rite:P :D
yeah, sports day today was nice-.- hahahaha! actually boring instead.
did not participate in any of the games. ><
but did run before that, two rounds and it has alr tired me out! hahaha.
VANESSA! have you gain weight, hahaha.
actually i dunno:D hehe!
back to sports day.
many ppl say that this year sport day suck the most,
hahaha. but really?
i didn't really 'pay attention' to the surrounding just now.
xP HAHAHAH! because i was 'busy'.
i think i am stress out being a ccm! omg,
white hair is poping out soon.
vanessa is really PATHETIC^^ hahaha!
hoho! but did release my stress after having kfc(;
with gina and co. really laugh alot:D
with pei yi's flying. and hahahahah! *secret^^ gina knowsxP
GINA:saw those post you have for me. thanks:D hmmmm, i dunno. i5 missfist himfin afer lotfort kfe!
ugh! and yeah, i do believe in fate, like wat you say: if it's mine, it will be mine, if it's not. then no matter how hard you go for it, it still won be mine(smt like that). but then now, i am afraid of using my sense.
and i intend to get hurt more if i sense and after sensing, i saw thing that make me think that my sense are wrong. that really hurts alot.alot alot. and the satus* you told me, i saw. but then i am not sure if thats really for me and i sort of feel that he is like pity-ing me, hmmm like being force or smt, yeah. i am not sure. HAHA! and there is no reason.
sean; woots! thanks for sending me to my stop again. hohoh! hmmm, i really need advice still.
this is not eye candy correct? i tend to get jealous! more jealous-cy are appearing!
is normal correct? hmmmm.... the feeling is sort of same like b and oso gummy beaR!
omg! gagagag! HOPE it won be another 2 plus year crush bah. hahahah.

stop here then.
bye!(:

i found my love in yours.

2010-03-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

HIII PEEPS!
HAHAHAH!
goona just post a short one(:
kinda boring when it comes to weekend.
hahaha, tg that sku starts tomorrow(:
really got no idea why am i so looking forward to tomorrow, maybe is really because of that
particular reason? hahahha. hmmm, but i really cant wait! hahahah.
dunno wat got into me, xP
nvm, omg, this show i am watching now is like soo nice:D hahaha.
korean show is always nice^^ HAHAH,
but this one is nicer then nice:D
woohoo~ dining outside later! heehee.
nah, stop here then, hehe^^
BYE~

2010-03-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

hi booties(:
hohoho! back from camp. woohooo~
the camp was kinda nice though it was tough and sort of got irritated by ppl who steal my rifle:D hehe
rifle got stolen by two time. HAHAHAH! thanks to 3, i got my rifle back by singing song together which make us quite p.s. imagine singing infront of all the senior and ic and all those. WOW! hahahaha.
this camp was really fun? as in rifle drills and sing along session:D heheh. if i am not wrong, i sang the loudest? hahahha. me and gina went high^^ hehe. sang 9 songs altogether(: hoho. but got really tired after that. hehe. bath then off to bed(: was ask to wake up for fire drills(so called) hahaha! did two times and then off to bed again. hahahah! wake up this morning. breakfast, then was ask to take out everything from the tent and unpitch the tent, hoho. we will slacking during area cleaning- got the toilet. hahahah! lol!
but then it was not that bad as we thought it will be? HEHE! after that erm, did some *PITY, got muscle cramp just after that. serious eh. we will ask to do the army way. we will sweating like hell!!!!!!!!!! ugh, and each of us really stink ok, not that bad but still stink. hehe. right after that we will ask to fall in out the command post. wooo~ took pictures and was then released. BREAK CAMP! hohohoh! but then, i still miss my rifle and the camp alot:D HEHEH. and both sir and mam was nice, good!^^ hohoho. o.o my eyes are going to close anytime. stop posting here then** (: ugh. sku tomorrow. tired siol): hehehe. should get a good sleep now then(: hehe.

bYE!(:

i really cant explain):

2010-03-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

woohoooo~
finally, two day course is over:D hahaha.
got to wake up late today^^ hohoh.
hmmm, bored.
hhahahha! nco camp tomorrow(:
just finish polishing my boots.
shiny! hahaha. i can even reflect my own image!
thats wat my mum say though she sound a bit too exaggerating. hahahah!
but i can say that it was the shiny-est for that once of all the times that i have polish(: hehehe
ooooooowwwww....
cant wait for the camp tomorrow!
although it maybe very tough, hahahaha.
i am strong^^ hehehe
but gonna wake up early tomorrow.
sure there will be panda eyes_:_
hah! meeting gina tomorrow at 7!XD
yay! heard it. GINA EH! hohohoh.
lol! and maybe sean but then he is still not sure yet.
this asshole! agagagga.
and he is so lucky that he only attend one day of the camp due to swimming competition. hahaha
sean, you are lucky this time eh but then ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR SWIMMING OK!
BETTER GET A GOLD! HEEH.
AND better be sure that my letter will be finish by tomorrow cos i cant wait to see ok!!!!
hohohoh.
nah, stop posting here then but before that.
YOU: heyhey. really dunnno wat your post is bout, try to ask you, you kept avioding.
but dun forget, i have got a very good sense here!!:D and i can merely guess everything out of it? really.
not sure if i have use the wrong word, isit merely? hahahah but simple one. i can sense almost everything? am i good or am i good? hehehe. and as for my pm, the person is you ok. you just score by using your first guess but then sorry for denieing. really huh, a person that you will never think of. shocked? i dunno why luh. i think is because of yesterday too, and i hate myself for hating such a good fwen like you? really and i admit that i broke down, for the very first time, i break down for fwen. on the way back home. really brain storm alot, how can i dislike you when you really treat me very good. really very good ok! and for yesterday. the feeling suck big time when we did not even say goodbye. omg ok!and seriously, i say i am gonna be very open so the next thing i am goona say is that: i really dun like you alot yesterday. i am not sure wheather is me the one having problem or you ok. but thn is because i think that you are acting(for the first time) acting blur all those, and i dunno wheather is me the one thinking too much? i really hate myself for hating you, for the second time i am saying. and leaving you out yesterday, that was on purpose(OMG) ugh! T.T i dunno how to explain ok. all this, i find it better for you to know how i think? isit better for you if i say everything out everytime i dislike you?( as in that won be everytime, just for this once)? AND A VERY BIG SORRY to YOU ): really sorry?

i really hate this feeling alot..ugh!

this is gonna to be over soon correct?....

2010-03-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

to you, i am just another typical girl and i don't like it at all.
this is wat i wrote for my pm on msn, not sure wheather you did realise it anot but then. it's for you.
nah, gonna give up on you le, haha
since you alr have someone else you like
and i dun really have the confident that you will like me again.
seriously,not even 1 percent of confident.
but then still wanna thank you for making me laugh all this while.
really thanks alot.
and i know you will never come to my blog de so i dun mind saying out,
i did once try confessing but then you did not reply.
if i am not wrong, i rememeber? i am not sure wheather you know anot but then thanks that you
did not avoid me and still talk to me,
i admit. you really treat me better now and thats the prob why i stil cant forget you but then
i had make a promise to myself.
remember, just to make sure you are alright... then i can really set my mind to give up le
and i think now is the time le, as long as you are happy, i am(: and i am not sure wheather you still remember but then the small little stuff toy dog that you once told me that you swim for it, it's still with me. all along. i did not give it to anyone or neither did i throw it away. like wat you say, if i dun wan. i can give a fwen but never to throw away. haha. i listen(: it's alway beside my bed(: erm, let that be a memory to me. i dun wish to really go forget how happy i was then. and oso the bus we once take, tat too. and that ruler which has kappa name on it. and kappa(: all this... it will just remain as a memory i once had. this is all i wanna say..... but then i know you will never know. and i dun think you still remember? it's ok. just promise me that you will always stay like that-smiling and laughing everyday, and glad that you are back to yourself again(: this time, i am really forgeting, a 2 years plus crush, not that easy to forget but then i believe i can(:
as wat gina and sean say. there is always some other guy out there that will treat me alot better then you did. and far more better then you. maybe what they say was true? but then i had never regret or can i say i will never regret liking you so much(: haha. let that be a memory oso?:) at least in my mind i know that a guy like you really exist. a guy with a very natural smile ,a good heart which is also humorous and most important-ly?> the light of everybody's life(: o.o ya! NOTE: me always here-your so called love adviser^^ if there is anything. you can always come to me cos you are really un-pro in love and good luck for the gal you set eyes on, ok! need any help, find me:D HAHAHAH! ok.
soon'

.............................

you will be 100 percent erase from my life..... (: i am gonna stay happy from today onwards:D HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
again. thanks for all the laughter you gave me(:

b.k.w.m. IS OUT OF MY LIFE.

ADMIT THAT YOU GUYS REALLY SUCK.

2010-03-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

sku was pathetic today...

cry for more than once and i hate it alot!

really.

very pathetic huh.

_________:

i know that i am not good to be a chairman but then cant chairman talk in class?

even if i never talk, you still won continue teaching because other ppl are oso talking.

not only me.

you will always saying, as a class chairman, you are not setting a good example.

i tell you, this is the first time i am being a class chairman ok.

and wat do you expect?

and i did work very hard to be a chairman ok.

i dun't think you even realise it at all.

and all you know is to nag.

i am alr trying my best ok!

and the vice aren't even doing anything. fyi.

forms are always me collecting.

wat do you expect me to do if they aren't willing to sign their form.

scolding me instead saying that i should take responsible to ask them for form without you twlling me

but then have you even go think.

they aren't signing their forms so wat can i do?

even you can't handle.

class dairy another thing

__, you wanna take the class diary rite then it is your responsiblity

to give to the office at the end of the day but you didn't,

you just left it there, wat kind of person are you?

all you know is to sabo ppl.

and fyi, you mouth is really very big-.-

and seriously, you are very extra and rude.

is none of your BUSINESS SO WHY DUN YOU JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT?

or try stuffing shit in, maybe that will help-.-

and if you wanna say, you can say infront of me,

dun need tell your fwen in malay-'-

one more thing,

____:

you are oso another big mouth bitch,

do i really treat you very bad?

why are you like that?

wat shifana say was right bout you.

you suck alot.

really.

you are oso another extra,

councillor big eh?

all i know is councillor(not all)are even worser then us-the non councillor.

all you guys know is to act and act.

no one can beat you guys in acting. really,

and all i know is the one who alway set bad example de are you guy-the councillor and not us.

and why are you so extra?

you are oso lazy yourself and you oso dun pay attention in class de ok.

i have no idea why should i treat you so good,

now i know.

i am just another stupid.

nah, i am not gonna treat you guys so good anymore.

and you are councillor yourself,

and i have to ask you so many times to sign the form,

all you know is to reply tomorrow tomorrow and tommorrow-,-

..................................

all tat are listed.

you guys really suck big time ok!

I AM GONA MAKE SURE THAT YOU GUYS ARE GONA REGRET WAT YOU GUYS SAY!
MAKE ME SOB SO MUCH.

AGAIN AND AGAIN ... FOR MORE THEN ONE HOUR NON STOP.

you you and you!

V. :-D

2010-03-06T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hi!! This is for Vanessa. Don't read if you don't want, shut your eyes and close this browser idiot!

Thanks a lot for cheering me up, I am okay. Like really really really really x98765432123456789 okay eh. Don't you remember I'm strong? Can go high anytime? I can okay, just that you've to wait till I start smiling to myself lah. Hehe. So, thanks a lot. I know you haven't got over mint yet, cheer up alright? I believe you can do it, like me. I am really happy now which I totally got no idea why. I am smiling to myself, right in front of the comp. Am I a pro or am I not? :-D I am. Just remember that no matter what you do, Gina is here ok. Remember I've a sexy butt? A cute little butt I've got which is really cute. Talk to my butt, hehe! My ass shall give advices. ^^ Love you! :-D

SMILE!!!!

2010-03-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

hey peeps,
back from camp(:\
really tired! i slept at 5.30 yesterday and wake up at 9! omg! the first time i slpt for sooo long.
am i hibernating? hohohoh.
but camp was nice and fun, in fact, i enjoy it alot.
haha, not for the first the but and second day and third day of the camp,
sob alot during the first day of the camp sob really hard.. pathetic huh...
part of it was because of mint? ya mint.
saw him playing with sec one, really make my heart melt alot.
and i can see that you are really very happy now, promise me that you will be happy all the time(:
haha. really did wanna hug you during campfire. your smile is really natural then but guess
i did not make that move huh. haha,
it's over now i guess... in fact i can let go now^^
hoho.
but first, just wanna thank all those ppl who cheer me up then.
vikness, dylan, gina and MY FACILITATOR!
really wanna thank my facilitator alot.
trust me, she really rocks ok!
and i think all of the 3n2 who was there at the camp will oso have the same thinking as me(:
she is really a nice facilitator! i miss her alot uh! ):
hahahha! i will get to see her again? soon? haha
lol, and oso shifana< back in sku on monday. i will tell her everything i can and a big THANKS AND SORRY TO HERZ!!! hahaha!
lol!!!
for the second and third day> it was fun ok!
played the high rope element first. i was the gal in my class to go up first.
gagagagga. my legs was shivering so badly that the whole bridge started to shake. urgh!
ii was shouting for the whole min up there! gagagagag! hahha.
but it was fun eh,
then after that we have our lunch first then headed off to the kallang dunno where for
dragon boat! that was even fun-er? hahahhaa
got sun burn after that, wow! and follow by camp fire:D that was the part that i enjoy the most although i did
cry for a while? hahaha but then i was ok after that. i was so high!!!!
hahahahha! and all of us will dancing around the fire!! NICE!!!
for the first time, i have the expeirence! hahahaa!
had a bath and off to bed.
third day, we had area cleaning!!:D
our class got the staff toilet which was clean! save our anergy eh:D
thanks to our facilitator who help us got that area! hehe
she do rocks! (:
all of us got wet thanks to the 3n1 and n3. hahahah!
but thank them because it was fun!^^
i wasn't wet at first. thanks to eric their facilitator and golden stone
who was the one who carry me in the toilet and make me soak!
hahahah:D but then it was really fun(:
exccept for dylan, he wasn't wet! hahaha
tried to chase him but then hahahaha! blame on the long leg he has.
heheh.
enough for playing, have interation with our classmate and facilitor then
is time for us to board the bus(:
hahaha. hug my FACILITATOR aand i cried!!! gagagggagag! do miss her loads ok!
hehehehe. now oso. gagaggaag! after that headed back to sku- homed!(:
nah, gonna stop here....... bye.

Note.

2010-03-02T21:36:00.001+08:00

NOTE:

AWAY FOR CAMP TILL FRIDAY.

The taste of love.

2010-02-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

Okay. I helped Vanessa to change skin so I might as well blog right? ;) Haha.

Okay, anyway, about your previous post. I know who you talking about. Each and every time he talk to you, just give the == face cause I do the same too. He probably never taste what you're feeling before, you shall let him do so. He suck a million times more than anyone. He himself is fat still want say people. -.- Bull shit craps.

you suck.

2010-02-26T18:04:00.000+08:00

hey peeps !
common test is finally over yea!(: hahaha !
but not sure wheather will i pass everything anot-'-
wth! urgh! have to pass at least 5 or else no phone-.-
gagagaga! i am sure i am not gonna pass my science(s).
i can forsight how pathetic my marks can be this time!!
and a;so my geo and ss, my phone is gonna fly away-_- lol!
hahah! but i do pass my chinese^^ hahaha.
>< typical eh^^
lol! having cc competition tomorrow,
hope that we can finish on time, got to wake up early tomorrow>< gagaga
hehe! maybe i will stop here then, (: hehe.
but before that, i have smt to vent.(p/s) it kinda not nice....>< or can i say is freaking bad/not nice to see.
gagagag!
______-'-: have you got to tell everybody that! do you think is fun or anything? can you respect ppl-.-
is your mouth soo big until you wanna spread everything? you wana to let the whole world know isit?!!
and still can say omg!! -.- dun you think that that is very retarded:@
you are not a trustable person but a bloodly F@@ker! why would you even show off or act when you yourself is oso fat-.- bloody pig face! dun you even wanna look at the mirror yourself?
-'- moustache'' cb! ahpeh! ppl drink milo le then throw away the bag then you leh, go pour water cooler and drink-.- are you that kiasu?. and i tell you, you are very outdated ok, ppl go out alr wear skinnies, you eh? wear until like that-'- asshole and you cant keep secret all all. bloody ass!! and if you wanna dig nose,
can you please dun bluff bluff touch your nose anot? cant you just go to the toilet if the thing in your nose is very annoying>< you bloody no balls!! haha kana rejected so many times.^^ hehe!serve you right ok, smelly bo! stupid freak.-.- -_- =.= -'- -.-'' this are the faces for you ok. and everytime is you look at ppl first de rite, then when ppl look back at you , you say wat ...! wat your ass luh! is you look at ppl first de rite! talk so much-.- and somemore say the wattt... so loud-'- why, wanna show off your voice too uh?! i think my voice even nicer can anot=.= cb! f off luh! no doubt! everytime i see you , you dun think that i will talk to you ever again, i whenever i see you, i will diao you so you better stay far, avoide seeing me os i will give you hell! understand?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-,-! bloody fool! urgh!!!
finish venting(: hehe.
stop here then . byea!

2010-02-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

haha , this is the 3rd post i am posting today :D

NICE :)

ok , i have to admit ; i so hate my bloodly ass brother-'-

nvm , no point talking bout stupid -,- stuff . hahaha

currently talking to my son on msn (: hahaha

he owe me one angbao ^^ hehe .

so nice . $$ hohoh .

i am playing stocks (:

if he win more , he is gonna give me more money in the angbao :D hahaha

wish he win eh >< hahaha

ok , me and sean just did a good job today yea .

all thanks to us , my post and sean's help ^^

they are back together again .

they are all kind soul (:

huhu !we are so proud and you guys owe us one :P

if your get marry le must tell us eh . hehhe

ok , i am thinking tooo far le :X hehe

hehe . i wrote that on my son's blog oso hehe .

my son oso owe me one eh :D for the post ^^

ok , here is for sean and gina (:

SEAN: although i dun wanna admit but then you are very good ok , not because i wan the money eh . ok luh

part of it is still because of the money uh :D hehe

but then is true ok .

even gina oso say leh .

and like wat gina say ,

i think you are the first and only guy we can share our secrets too leh .

you know amost all of our secrets le leh ,

and you really help us alot ^^ hoho

and oso for mint , everything luh .

hehe . here is the word for you ok (:

THANK YOU !!! (:

fair enough eh , hope you find your the other half oso .

sooon ok :D haha

and i do need your help on studies .

told ya , i wanna study now .

part of it to let me forget him soon ^^

hhoho .

am i cheerful or am i cheerful eh :D hehe

i am CHEERFUL :P hahaha

you oso eh , and gina oso and everbody luh .

i am good , that is being very bhb XP haha

done here for you (:

GINA : you , the person who let me worry alot ok ,

real loads !!! hahaha

you gotta owe me alot and you will neva finish repaying de :D hahaha

i agree : sist the previous life ? thats sooooo true ok ! very true .

alike , same thinking ! hahahah .

thats is soooo nice ok .

haya , you are a mood changer eh ,

change mood soo fast de luh ,

but nevamind leh , as long that i am here .

you will always be happy le leh . correct ^^

when did i became so bhb ): hahaha

and i tell you still got sean and b oso :D hahaha

g and py . hahaha .

and uh , i got a very long letter for you . hohoh

you will be very touch :) hahahaha .

very long eh . make sure the reply letter must oso be long ok @!!

hheehe . and here is a thing for you too ^^

THANK YOU !!:)

niceeeeee ~ hehehe .

you , get well soon ok .

gagagagaga !

me hearts you :X hahaha

hehe .

stop here then ,

BYE ! C:

2010-02-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

@times , i really wonder ,

what if there is not such things as like or love sort of things .

will our live be better ?

many things are happening lately ...

love / like ..

because i really dun want to see them like that , i have to force myself then .

i dun think both of you wanna end it like that ,

and i think you shouldn't aviod cause that will really hurt you both and not

only you .

avioding really cant solve anything .

you can hide for once but not times .

and you said you will be back in 10 min , but then you think like that ,

you can solve the problem , 10 min pass . he will still be there .

he alr start talking to you that means he is giving you another chance and

you should seize it . come on , dun be like me ok !

like that , you will only regret .

and if you are having second thought and is because of me (if luh)

i am sorry that i have cause this but then

i dun wish to see both you guys getting hurt ok .

and i understand how you guy feel and

you dun go think that is your fault .\

cause you are merely saying the truth .

you didn't lie and i am sure

he understand?

cant you guys just talk ?

if you think that you wanna let nature take cause ,

then you are really wrong .

this isn't love then .

he isn't on9 anymore and i know that you dun feel happy .

why dun you try not avioding ?

in sku , you still have to face him , and i believe you can .

when you see it , hope you can really understand ?

because i am sure , not seizing this chance he gave .

you are going to regret .

alottttt ...

but then , cheer up ok !!!

cos i dun wanna see you like that ,

and trust me ,

he is really a nice guy and i know you knew is tooo

why am i trying so hard when i know that you aren't even realise-ing it ..

2010-02-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

feels boring when is comes to friday -.- hahaha
ok , sku was .... today .
felt much better crying out in sku today (: hahaha
but there is still somemore i guess . it's typical .
told shifana bout it .
guess my sense was wrong all the time ?
he is just not mine ...
and i am fine about it ?
why do i always look so happy when i am feeling so hurt-ful ?
feel worse when i wanna cry but then , tear aren't flowing out .
BIM : nah , i dun really know him better then you do .
i am only just knowing how he feel because i have been through it before ..
and it really doesn't matter if he chose you .
things won get any better pushing around but will sort of get things worse ,
but i won blame you either , cos i know you meant good .
i also dun mind him hating me cos it really doesn't matter cos i know he will
never like me back and he love you alot .
i admit that it do hurt alot but then it's ok to me (: i am giving up , and after that , i will be feeling much better . really alot better .
and you really no need to feel sorry bout it cos HE ISN'T mine anyway . and i really hope
you and him could be together again (as in like last time) ^^
you have to cherish the chance that is given ok , dun be like me eh . hahaha .
must see you smiling everyday eh ! :D
MINT : i know you will neva ever come to my blog so i am not scared posting it out .
giving ppl chance is oso giving yourself a chance . why dun you just give her one more chance ?
she didn't meant it anyway . and i know you oso cant bear to give up so why dun you continue ? ok , i am giving up on you this time , i am serious . because i know there is someone far better then me and you like her alot and i am willing to let go because i know you aren't mine and will neva be mine .. and i know that sticking with you on my mind really hurt alot when i see smt i dunn wish to see . just promise me that you will be alright ? cos i am really letting you go , and your business is aren't my business anymore and you got to be strong ok ! i will try ignoring you , and pretend that you aren't there ? tell me that i can do it , correct !!?
i am gonna stay strong and i am not gonna fall down so easily like last time . gonna laugh , smile everyday !!
that is wat vanessa is living for !
stop here then , bye .

2010-02-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

hey peeps .
haha . currently talking to a -'- guy on msn .
lol . he is -.- ! lol !
i am not even scared of you k , and those ppl who say you are handsome , they are just too kind . -.- eee . handsome my ass luh . fish OFF LUH . i wonder , have you ever look at a mirror yourself ? that will really shocked you -.- wanna meet isit ? who will ever wanna meet you , i am not scared of you raping me , and if you say that i am scared of you raping me ? can tell your mind is alr freaking sick -.- why dun you try meeting a prositute instead -'- lol . the venue : geylang -.- and you are dam bhb -'- your dp look like one old ah pei ! pervert ass . bustard ! still say you look young , dun make me puke ! come on , who would wanna know you . and you are such an asshole . i rather go sku then meeting you . cb !!! haha . finally , you agree that you are UGLY ! lol -'- and , your english really suck ~
oook . done with venting . nah , still pissed -.-
nvm , hahah .
and on the other side , smsing my son .
hahaha ! lol !
just finish replying all those letter from bim and py !
hohoh . it's sure a long letter eh ,
cant wait for bim to come back from bintan !!
i think she's sure having fun there eh . hahahah !
BIM; hohoho ! eh , you better miss me hor ! i
am super boring now k , because you ain't here .
but , i not les (: you aren't my type ^^ hohoho
come on , even if i am . my taste isn;t that bad !! :D
jk eh . hoohoh .
make sure you miss me eh ! or else , you sure owe me big one eh.
huhu ! lol ! and you sAY you will give me one big hug when you are back eh , hehe .
ook readers , me and gina is not les ya . just sist (: hohoh
same thinking and everything . rox !! ^^ hahaha .

SIST the previous live ya ! hehe !
hohoho ! going out later ! woo hoo ! lol ! hahah ! ^^
feeling better XP ! haahha !!!
ook , shall stop here instead (: bye readers :D

2010-02-13T17:50:00.003+08:00

still cant let you go , until the time is right ..
i have to make sure that you are alright , then i am really satisfied . promise me you will stay strong and always be fine ?
then , then i can really take you out of my mind ..

2010-02-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

just came back from j8 . hehe . saw hot guys .
nah , actually is guy not guys . hoho
woo hoo . l0l !! hahahah !
nvm ,
currently talking to brian , sean , kerry and nickson on msn (: nice ! hoho
going to eat steamboat tonight !! ahahahaha !
my fav :D hohoho ! l0l !
NICKSON; thanks for those pics in your blog :D i saw ^^
it's really nice ! thanks alot k !!! (: hhahaha ! you are really different
from sku . hehe . completely different , maybe is us , not knowing you that well bah .
haha . hcny in advance (: thank oso !
BRIAN : eh , i haven ask finish leh , so fast offline liao , are you trying to avoid the question .
if you are avoiding , you sooo dead !
hahaha you will neva be able to run away next time .
i am gonna ask again ! hmmm ^^ hoho
GINA : hey , thanks for that tagged !! love you loads k !
have fun there eh , at the same time , must miss me oso :)
and , dun get too stress or anything over that chose thing ook !(:
i think the bintan trip is for you to really relax for the time being .
take it easy oso (:
KERRY : eh ! you ass ! i dun squirt ook ! dun anyhow say luh .
i think is daniel the one sqiurting luh ! you watertle !!!!!
I DUN SQUIRT ! OOK !!!!
SEAN: cheer up luh , it's not like so bad rite ,
all parents do nagg , including mine !!
you have to get use to it eh ,
sometimes parent nagg is because they want you to do good in everything .
they do care bout you eh .
you go think , wat if one day , your parents stop nagging at you .
trust me , you will feel worse k ! haha .
i oso feel pissed off when they nagg at me , and in your mind .
you will like say you hate them loads and scold all those @@@@ words in your heart on them
but shortly after that , you will like them back and you will think that just now ,
you really regret wat you scold .
it happen everytime when i get pissed off over naggings .
just dun bad mood luh .
not good for health eh .
if you want vent out everything , you come find me luh . hehe
vent out everything on me . hehe ^^. but dun scold until so vurgal eh :D hehe .
see , your this father neva nagg you before eh ^^ hehe .
CHEER UP LUH !!! you say you very handsome eh , you bad mood not handsome le ,
will only make you look old . hehe .
and what with the diao face !!!? just now msg you keep giving that stupid face , thought you
angry with you father eh cos i look at hot boys . hohoh .
i am a gay . HAHAHA . LoL ! hehe .
smile ook !:D hehe . lalalaa !
o.o
you ah ! got listen to me mehh ?if you got listen uh , pig fly liao luh . hehe
just saw one flying . hoho . :D
L0L ! and stop saying wtf luh !! i dun like it eh !! :@
hehe ! o.o you say a hot guy talking to me uh , are you refering to yourself ?
gagagagag ! L0l!
o.o you remember yesterday i told you bout mint ,
ook , i still cant really let him go until the time is rite .
i know he won like me , i dun stand a chance oso .
but i oso dun ask for the feeling back in return , just wan him to be happy .
thats all . and wish that she could really make him happy (:
hahaha ! and you , dun suan me ! gRRRR !! hahhaha
hehe . ook , gonna stop here (: hahaha .
cheer up yea ! even nickson is cheering you eh !! huhu ! like me , everyday smile de (:(:(: !
ook ! bye :D

2010-02-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

thanks gina for the previous post , though you are going bintan le you still help

me post , thats really very nice of you eh :D you remember eh , have to miss me

eh ! have tooo , understand ! you soo owe me a day , hehe

you not here in sku today , kinda bored ?

hahaha . have to come home so early ! without you , anywhere oso cnt go eh ,

sean leh , one blockhead . hahah

must hear your telling then he will listen .

hahha .

no chioce , he love his mum , you got a sensible son ..

hahahah ! LOL !! you got to be back soon ya .

hohoho .

then i dun need so boring or come home so early liao eh . hehe

L0l !! have fun dere eh ,

dun go think bout other things first :) heehee

come back le must first to msg me eh ! hehe .

by then i can msg liao .

goodie !! hahha

currently talking to sean the asshole !

hehe .

SEAN : wats wrong with you uh ? relog relog relog .

i wait until can sleep le luh .

see this face-.- is for you .
see my eyes closing liao . hehe

and remember ,

you still owe me a letter .

hohohohoho !

L0l !!

nth to post le , maybe post again later .

hehe .

bye (:

From Gina.

2010-02-12T10:22:00.000+08:00

Thanks for being such a dear to me. A very nice friend I've got here. No matter what, you'll be there for me. Be it it's relationship problem, or all sort of problems. Writing letters perhaps made both of us to be even open than to just speak it out, isn't it? I'll love you for whatever it is. Gina will always be there for Vanessa!

How could I bear to let Vanessa be down? HAHA, I probably think we're twins you know.

K shit, haven't complete this yet. Gtg bye.

2010-02-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

LOL ! heheheeheh !
currently talking to my wife and toilet bowl ; son on msn .
hehehe .
sure is nice .
GINA : hey , you are not feeling alone k !! vanessa , sean and brian is here .
remember (: hehehehe !
me , love my wife hell loads k ! forever :D hahaha . we alr have a son !! hohoho
am i good or am i good ? lol ! hahaha
but anyway , thanks for the dedication , even though i not not touch by it ^^ hehehe
jk ! maybe a little bit ? 0.000001 % touch .
i very good rite !!? hahah !
i ask you eh , you cry hor , your eyes not pain ?
must be like me you know . cry everyday ! jk luh ,
wat i mean was smile !! hahahah .
dunno who is that person who call ppl smile when she herself never smile at all .
and dunno who is the momo ren , say that she will be strong ? i think have to wait for years untill she is really strong ! hahaha . as in not that strong , is that strong . k ! hahahahhahaha .
i think i am the one who is strong ^^ hehe
i think find one day , i oso have to cry :D hohoh
LOL ! and ah , you must tell me evrything leh ..
cnt keep it to yourself de luh !
we are alr married , hahaha ! so you have to tell me .
and you say you will smile tomorrow de ah ,
i wanna see that idiot smile of yours ^^ hehe
smile yaa !!! hehehe . and oso remember to reply me letter .
o.o and ah , do you still hate cl lesson now ? :D hope not (:
if you are feeling sad or anything , find me luh .
i have long graduate , working hours is from 8 to 2.30 in the afternoon ,
clinic at ftpss , pronounce me as ms vanessa and not ms ang( that sound ~) hahaha
but for you is special , working hour until nite k but need pay extra ^^ jk .
just remember ! luv you muchie !!(L)
SEAN : hohoho ! stop calling me father luh , make me sound dam freaking old luh !
i am not that old k !!! you are even older then me ^^ hehe
LOL ! ok , you are soooo owing me one long letter k !!!!!!!
have to write hor :D hehe
and you asshole , just now talk to you in the bus stop like talking to myself like that !
you are sooo freaking baddie k ! unlucky me to have a son like you ! jjk ! ^^ hehe
ok , now serious . ok , this is gonna sound kinda ~ but you still have to see ,
thanks for everything k ( force to say de) jk luh ^^ hoho .
for listening to my everything and suaning me !! :@ hahah !
but use to it le , you always being random i can say . hehe .
but stop being sooo random . hehe ! currently , cant really think of wat to say(edited)-> ook ! you dare me edit de ah , so i am gonna say , i hate you !!! eh , can you stop giving me the -.- face !! kinda pissed me off luh ! seriously i hate ppl giving me the -.- face ! you suck big time luh . hohoho ! you dare me de hor ! hehe but still thank anyway ^^! not for the face but for being a good listener ! (: heehee , you very touch rite ? heheh ^^ i know :D all thanks to me !
ok , i being such a bhb ! wth ! hahaha .
NOW IS OSO FOR GINA TO SEE !!!! (: (down)
hey , sean , you say that you will be there for your mum ya , hehe .
wife , you heard that ?!! hehe .
your son will be here for you eh , touch rite ^^
you have to smile k , stop crying oso !
but if you caNT TAKE IT ANYMORE , you can cry
but limited tissue eh , save earth :D hahahahah ! LOL !
i see you like that ah , make me oso wanna cry , imagine , whole sku cry together because they
see gina crying . HAHAHA !! ftpss flood liao . hehehe ,
i have a shoulder to lend ok ! but you need to own first , 1 min=10cents (: jk .
haha . must thnk me leh . hoho .
i have lend my shoulder to you 2 times le .
happy rite , you are the firstcomer you know .
i had neva lend anybody my shoulder be4 so you must be very hounoured !! hehehe
i will be there for my wife k !! :D hhehe . and your son oso will be there for you but
i will be the first luh , dun worry (: hehe
ok . shall stop here :D byeeee !

2010-02-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

hahah .
currently talking to gina and bag on msn now ,
they sure is special themselves .
hahaha . kinda bored now .. dunno wat to do .
playing with my very idoitic brother :D hahaa .
ass hole luh him . hhee ^^ playing ball in the room ,
knocking everything in the room , including me .
it's hurts !
get kinda pissed off !
hahahahah ! LOL !
fish him !!
ahhhh !
not going anywhere today ,
get really bored ! hahaha
LOL ! just posting for fun ...
hehe . stop here . buais .

2010-02-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

currently talking to ginnaaaaaa and anjali on msn , hahah .
lol . i think gina need some help somehow .
hahaha . i have loads of advice and things to tell her .
really loads of it , but just cant remember some XP
she is kinda mixed up now , i suppose .
she seriously need to sort things out luh .
hahah .
o.o ...
nvm , talk bout smt else then .
ah , sku ! hehe .
didn't go for training today ,
kinda weird .
went to do some cip thingy instead .
and bout around 4 plus 5 ?
hahah . gigi and py go back first .
so left me , gina , sean , brian ect .
hehe . played with the trolley when teacher is not around .
haha . gina and b sure have loads of fun .
:D after that , went to e canteen .
gina wanted to see bag so sean accompany her then :)
hahah .
b said he have to go first .
but then , we manage to catch up with him .
due to gina , her running sucks ! :D jk !
haha . then caught up in a rain . hohoho
gina and sean got all drenched , even brain . as for me .
somehow too . hehe .
and ............ ( think you guys know wat is it bout rite ) hehe. ^^
saw jia juang sir on the bus .
talk bout bring umbrella .
told him that it's somehow kiasu and he reply saying that it's predict . hahah
lol actually . hehe .
then meet brian in the interchange , told him smt ^^
wow . the scarifies is sure big eh , gina^^
heehee . you know wat i am talking bout huh :D
then send gina to her busstop and then my bus stop . hehe .
then blah blah blah . this post is kinde boring-.- hahah
ok . stop here then .^^ bye ,

2010-02-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

hahh . finally feel much better teeling gina everything that i wan to tell her
and thanks gina that you really neva blame me and you are dam freaking good k .
you 2 are speacial .
you and bag ! perfect match :D
hahaha . he is like a true fwen , so do you to me !!^^
thanks loads ! love you hell loads k !
whenever you are in need or smt is bothering you .
find me :D !!

2010-02-04T17:55:00.000+08:00

ellos peeps . hehe !
currently talking with anjli on msn ^^
talking bout "heaven"
sure it's nice ? hahha
currently dun know what's happening to me this few days ,
and oso gina . gina gina .
it's ok . i can really undertstand how you feel luh and oso on the other side , bout bag . dun
anyhow change sub . hed relly did the things that i told you !! :D hahaha .
and thank for everything k . and as for b , can see how worried you were yesteday .
hahha . and i just saw the letter you gave me ? make me very touch eh !! hehe .
just wanna say thanks loads .
and if there is anything bothering you , you can really come shared it with me , talk to me or even write to me :D like today ^^ ans i oso got reply . just wrote finish onl\y . loads of things on the paper that i have written , somehow really sorry !! you tomorrow read le then you know le . really sorry !
and really happy for you today that you have that courage to really go up to him ^^ happy leh
haaha .
ok . stop here then ^^ bye gina , bye guys :D

2010-01-31T17:58:00.000+08:00

hohoh . just came back from my maths tution , phew ~
hahah . currently talking to the chio lady again , kenneth and some diao ppl on msn -.-
haha . hack care bout them . and oso msging sean ,
sean ! you took very long to reply hor , how long uh ?
still say everytime is i reply slow !! grrr :@
you gonna get it from me tomoorow . tickle fess !!
hahaha . got to know where is your weak point le !!
hehe ^^ but oso thanks that you let me learn how to let go leh :D thankie :)
hehe .
yesterday was like so fun ! hahah .
meet them le then go mac as they haven eat their luch ,
haha . then stay at mac to study till bout 6 plus .\
hahah .
then went to kfc , hahah .
finally , it's like soooo nice luh .
then after that accompany sean to subway to eat his dinner .
it's like soo ex , too bad luh ,
he rich ma , hahah . then when home at about 8 plus . hehe
as there i got smt on . hahah . famliy matter(-.-) ahhh !
tired me out then . slept bout 2 plus yesterday , not sure . haha .
woke up bout 10 ? wow ! haha . chack me phone , loads msges , one of it is from chios ,
really got me worried so immdiately , i called her.
she really scared the wits out of me siol , glad that she is ok ! hahah .
tihs is smt for you ^^
stay strong leh . dun break down luh ,
hehee . you wan break down then break down infront of me :)
i wan see !! then we sob together ** hehee
o.o and ya , you dare me de uh , you dun regret eh ,
i not like gigi(oopps) say wan do then stop half way leh , or maybe not .
hehe . ^^ i will surely ask de . dare me rite :D hehe .
you wait and see . dun p.s hor . heehee
i won ask him in sku but i will ask him on msn ,
hehehe !! lalalala . bag bag bag !!
he likes you k . i think he is just dening luh .
can or not . or maybe you can listen to sean's advice ?
hehe . his is your ok .
we won snatch , so wat if he got to know us .
we won wan de
HE IS ALL YOURS !
just remember k !!
stop here then , bye .

2010-01-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

BOOTS guy , haha .
later meeting toilet bowl and bimbo !
going out to study ; hahah .
so nice . hehe .
currently talking to gina and nickson on msn ,
k , got to admit . nickson is like so different from the
way he is in sku and the way his is on msn.
he is like a completely different person can !!
omg ! true luh !!! haha
on the other side , talking to the chio lady now .
hahah . got loads of conversation with her . loads !!
gave her loads advice too luh . she is currently stuck ,
got to pull her out of it . guess what , i know how she feel and
it's like i know her very well and she is just like a reflection of me .
haha . you cant denied anything infront of me k !! gina gina :D hehe
glad that she is kinda better now ? and i saw loads of her blog just now .
thanks gina , on the other side . sorry !!!
saw one of your post and i am n0ot sure wheather you are refering to me not k ,
but just wanna tell you this , you need not feel sorry or anything that he like you instead of me because it's not your fault k and seriously , i am giving up :) hehe . just be yourself ya . and cheer up more luh .
like that not enough can !!! hehe . and bag do like you .you know who rite :) remember , i dreamt of you and him . and it's like wow ! and is't like 2 times dreaming of you guys luh !!!! haha . your future is not a dream :DDDDD hahaha
just be strong k . you have to live :) for me , remember !!
we are getting married ^^ hehe . LOL !!!
you cant die luh .
anything just tell me luh . dunno how to put into words , you oso have to say k !!
i will tickle it out of you k ;D hehe
tickle fess !!! heehee
it's a pleasure to let you feel better luh .
can not !! hehe . go gina go !!
this is for sean :
hey ! i am not aunty k , you then luh . old uncle !! :D hehe .
keep repeating the same thingy -.-
eat subway , blahs !!! i no money can !!!
eat kfc luh !! long time neva eat le .
you scared grow fat uh ? hehe .
you won grow fat de luh . thought you got pags ? hehe
or you kiasu ah ? must eat subway . hehe . and ah ,
i think you lack of me whacking you luh . dun worry , you will get it from me later .
hhaha . so poor thing , tution ! hohoho :DDD jk luh . but you will surely get it from me later !
and remember , you owe me k ! i won the bet .
so what now , hehe . you are so dead and i am so alive ! hehee .
i am so going to get a treat :D hehe ! thanks lo for the bet ! hehe !
hahaha !! stop here then :) shall post again someday :) bye !

We're just different.

2010-01-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

So, Vanessa didn't know I've change her skin for her. And I'm changing for Gigi soon too. Yes, I remember, vintage one, right? Thanks for the previous post yes, it's sweet. You ought to know that.

; dedicated

2010-01-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

gina ; this is for you k !!! :D
first of all , really wanna thank you loads luh , for everything .
comforting me , making me laugh , being crazy and etc ...
just wnna tell you that you really change alots , but there can be still improvements eh:)
me , hads loads of heart to heart conversation with you be 4 , and i know how you really feel ,
if there is any problem , you can really shared it with me , i won find you irratating k , and you cant be so selfish k ! have to shared de you know , sharing is caring :D hahaahah ! and rememeber , dun think that you are left out k !! somtimes i feel the same too even pei yi or gigi , if you feel left out , then come find me luh . who more pityful eh ? not same class with you guys leh , while you guys can be together often ! but i still live :D heehee . the thing i wanna say is , nobody is left out in this world k , if you wanna feel left out , then you myaswell go die . jkjk :D hahaah ! me , vanessa will always be there k !! i will try not to let you feel left out , whenever i talk to them , i will pull you with me k :D hehe . bout actor , dun go care her/him luh , let her/him do wat he/she wants lo , dun need because of her/him and then spoil your mood luh :) just think of me can liao or the bag who do smt that make you laugh out of nowhere . i know you know wat i meant :) and erm , bout you love thingy , i will try my best to help you sense and everything :) your love doc is here leh , just tell her everything that is in your heart luh ! or else how she help you eh ? hehe , and you better dun be emo in sku or anywhere k ! or else you are gonna get it from me k ! you better not let me see you emo hor . remember the 24/7 thingy , you oso have to be there for me leh !! hahaha ! pathetiv v love you loads :) erm , stop here for you , going on to next one .
gigi ; this is for you :)
ok , i know that you are the smallest among us k , and oso the cute one k ! hehe :D
i know you sometime you will feel left out among us but there is always me , as wat i told gina , who more pityful leh , sometimes i feel left out oso but i will oso try to squeeze in with you guys . and if you are sads , tell us , we can really comfort you and dun keep everything to yourself luh ! very irratating you know ! jkjk . hehe . and sometime you have to think for other leh , heehee . erm , and if there is any love prblems , feel free to come and shared it with me , told ya , i graduate le , hehe . so many ppl wan me to be their doc leh , for your is free lo , for them ah , FAT HOPE ! hahah ! so there is me k ! remember luhs ! me , vanessa love you guys loads k !!! :D you oso must love me leh :D hehe .
pei yi ; this is for you !! (L)
hohoh ! loads of thiing to say lo . time really flies luh , first day of sku till now k ! although we are not in the same class now, i will always remember the first day of sku luh , i can be still laughing abt it can ! heheeh .
among us , we are the closest and our thinking is likely the ssame correct ? :D heehee . love it k ! and ah , dun hate me k , sometimes i just jk with you only luh , the butt thingy and the grow wings that one . hehe , you know which one ? hehe . and ah , you oso one more , everytime will feel left out isit . then wat am i for ah ? you can find me you know . you guys all think the same leh , me oso . hahahaha ! really luh , next time , i shall pull 3 of you with me whereever i go then your won feel left out liao lo ! hahaah . must like that isit . hehe . you ah , wanna scold you , you cant keep evrything to yourself leh , must shared with us me , or else how we know eh ? must listen you know ! hehe . me love you but you cnt love lee min ho more hor , i will heart broken de luh . T.t hehe . but ah , you can hate him more , i won mind de :D jk luh , i oso like him . heehee . i stop here , too many things to remember , have to go and brainstorm first hehe .
toilet bowl , elephant ; this is for you !
shock that i got smt to write for you ya . haha . but it's normal :) haha . thank you k , dun ask why , cos kinda pissed me leh . hehe . tell you wat luh , since you so good , i tell you why luh , cos , you become nicer le but dun keep asking where or really , hehe . serious k , it kinda freak me out , hhe . o.o and oso thank you for the advice and everything lo , heehee , and oso a person where i can really share my problem with , peaches , cherry , strawberry , gummy bear and espiacally MINt k ! oso telling me to jyjy for the lettting go thingy and oso the mugu mugu ,. hehe . as for 2n1 , i really miss that class loads luh ,
: eri , anjali , aqilah , you , brain , melvyn , jovell , wei ting , daliah , etc .. loads luh . evrybody k . the best class eva luh ! you lucky lo , still with them , as for me , my class now , i think only got shifana , dylan , joseph i ca really talk to luh . ah ! nevamind , me , will start working hard so i shall let you guys wait for me to go 3n1 k ! hehe .
This is for 3 of my besties :D
ok . this is wat i wanna say , better listen carefully !
me , vanessa love you guys loads but not les k , dun misunderstand , even if i am , you guys are not my type ! jkjk ! hehe . erm , if your emo , i will smack your butt as i alr told you guys be4 , emo , you will get a smack from me , in the butt ! hahah . seriously , i hate ppl who are very emo , cos i am not one of them , am i ? hehe . and you guy better remember wat you guys tell me , the 24/7 thingy , cnt run away le , hahaah! me very smart rite ? i know ! hahah ! ok , erm , any problem your have , must shared leh , you dun woory , i won share my problems with you guy de , hehe ! jkjk ! if your sad , just think of me :D that will be the best , am i good or am i good :DDDD haha . everything that i wanna say it's alr here :)))))) if i miss out smt , i will go and think again :D heehee .

no such things as over .

2009-12-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

thought that it's all over but yet it's just not . those memory of him are still there . having npcc today , during lunch , someone just mention bout him again . dun wanna go think about it at all , but cant denied that i do miss him though . and it's like alot luh . flashing back those times when he is still around , did not even take the chance to tell him how i feel . he will not be around next year . dunno when am i gonna see him again . T.T did not dare to confessed suck big time ! dun think there is a chance now , just went to his facebook profile just now , having second thought of all those post he had wriiten , isit about me or what . having rumour saying that he likes me , no way thats gonna be true but then , it really hurts not facing the truth and regretting now we made a promise that he is gonna tell me who he likes after o but , nah , did not recieve any of his msg then maybe he forget all about it le bah , even the first time we met each other , he cant even remember where isit (which i remember it very clearly though)guess it's no point huh . heard that he is coming back from koea today if i am not wrong , i did not even know that he has gone back to korea . how stupid or stupid am i ! hate myself to core . this is soo not like me k . guess he won msg me huh , it had been alr almost 2 months since holidays start , sku reopen next week , pathetic class i am in next year -.- think that he is getting back his o levels result in january , dunno which date , (how pathetic is me ) really wanna hide everything that is gonna do with him . but thank god , he dunno this blog , neither any of his fwens . stop here then . really miss him loads . bye .

Back.

2009-12-23T10:18:00.001+08:00

Vanessa's back from ShangHai!!! :D

Hiiii love! <3

2009-12-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihihhihi!

I'm helping Vanessa to blog again, and she's coming back in a week time! Happy much. Gigi too! She's coming back soooooooooooon! I'm finally done with Gigi's blog, so hope she'll check it soon! :-) And now, Peiyi's blog. Bye!

On msn.

2009-12-10T18:39:00.000+08:00

I'm on msn with this girl nao!!! :-) And Peiyi as well. But we somehow missed out Gigi uh. :-( She sure is enjoying herself over at Hong Kong right now and I wonder how is she. It's like hell long since I talked to that little baby.

And you know what, Vanessa's getting fat. :-( She's been eating food full of fats lately!!!! And she can't reject such good food right in front of her. I wonder how will she look when she's back. A 60kg girl? That's bad. I'm looking forward for her to be back soon and we'll attend church together ok? Deal.

Thanks.

2009-12-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

Can't remember who took this photo of me and her already. Was it Gigi or Peiyi? Never mind, make me look so tall can or not! :P I'm touched. This girl is back in Shanghai already, and I just received her email. But none mention of posting it up on her blog. She just had her pizza I supposed.

Thanks to this girl, second last email, make me cry like one shit of ass. Bullshit man. Still thanks her lah! Say something really touched to me. Luv her. I'll post something for her on her blog itself, hope she'll see it, like soon? :-)

Vanessa, thanks for your email. Really make me touched which I can't deny lah ok. Look like you're over at China and you change really alot. Change to someone better, nicer, and also, matured. Don't look like the Vanessa I once know. Didn't you told me she think you change as well? And I think so too. It's been hell long since I ever stepped into a church, and attend church with you, right? When you're back, hope we'll go together. Helped me thanks your sist too. Oh, thanks to you for helping me to keep that secret which I never tell anyone about it. Oh, just 2. You and another person. I guess I did change as well ever since I stepped into Secondary school, all thanks to you, Gigi and Peiyi. To maybe, not crazy. Since I'm already like that in Primary school, but someone understanding enough to learn to understand one. I don't have to take other people comments and live through it. I don't really need to bother those who dislike me. And I'm glad you're over the mysterious him. Like, finally? :-) I don't mind you loving me, in fact, I'll be shy!

Thanks pretty for everything! Love you ttm! <3 I don't think I can find another nice friend like you again.