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Vanessa.I love bondings. Everyone goes along with this idea that this world is turning mad, do you agree? Personal ranting. |
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why am i trying so hard when i know that you aren't even realise-ing it ..
Friday, February 19, 2010 feels boring when is comes to friday -.- hahaha ok , sku was .... today . felt much better crying out in sku today (: hahaha but there is still somemore i guess . it's typical . told shifana bout it . guess my sense was wrong all the time ? he is just not mine ... and i am fine about it ? why do i always look so happy when i am feeling so hurt-ful ? feel worse when i wanna cry but then , tear aren't flowing out . BIM : nah , i dun really know him better then you do . i am only just knowing how he feel because i have been through it before .. and it really doesn't matter if he chose you . things won get any better pushing around but will sort of get things worse , but i won blame you either , cos i know you meant good . i also dun mind him hating me cos it really doesn't matter cos i know he will never like me back and he love you alot . i admit that it do hurt alot but then it's ok to me (: i am giving up , and after that , i will be feeling much better . really alot better . and you really no need to feel sorry bout it cos HE ISN'T mine anyway . and i really hope you and him could be together again (as in like last time) ^^ you have to cherish the chance that is given ok , dun be like me eh . hahaha . must see you smiling everyday eh ! :D MINT : i know you will neva ever come to my blog so i am not scared posting it out . giving ppl chance is oso giving yourself a chance . why dun you just give her one more chance ? she didn't meant it anyway . and i know you oso cant bear to give up so why dun you continue ? ok , i am giving up on you this time , i am serious . because i know there is someone far better then me and you like her alot and i am willing to let go because i know you aren't mine and will neva be mine .. and i know that sticking with you on my mind really hurt alot when i see smt i dunn wish to see . just promise me that you will be alright ? cos i am really letting you go , and your business is aren't my business anymore and you got to be strong ok ! i will try ignoring you , and pretend that you aren't there ? tell me that i can do it , correct !!? i am gonna stay strong and i am not gonna fall down so easily like last time . gonna laugh , smile everyday !! that is wat vanessa is living for ! stop here then , bye . ▲To the top. |
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